Some may know the reference of which the title of this post comes from, and some may not. It’s neither here nor there in the end. All I know is this, I’m in serious like with someone and I don’t know how to deal with it as my last post mentioned. Keep in mind my last post was written on Wednesday but posted today as I had no access to the Internet while I was in Utah / Nevada.

I think her words a few weeks ago were “I’m a surrogate boyfriend” which in all actuality is fine with me, given her circumstances and where her life is taking her. I would even venture to say I’m happy with this title. I’ve been a surrogate boyfriend before and I understand the role well. It may seem sad to others that I’m OK with this and not willing to go for more, but I have to say I’m alright with this and am not looking for more… Well I don’t think I’m looking for more at this point as I don’t really know where I’m heading with my life and trying to have a GF at the same time of trying to figure my own shit out seems a little unfair to me.

That said, I wish I knew where my life was heading and hopefully I’ll figure it out sometime soon…

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