I just wish I didnâ€™t have to deal with them. Iâ€™ve been told that Iâ€™m supposed to be a certain way during this time of year. Well Iâ€™d rather not. Iâ€™m going to start something new this year, as of today my own tradition will be to not be around for the â€œusualâ€ holiday things. Instead Iâ€™m going to travel to a destination and have a good time on my own terms.
In a way Iâ€™m lucky I have to be on call for work through the holidays, in others Iâ€™m glad Iâ€™m going to head somewhere different and do something different for the holidays. Itâ€™s not that I donâ€™t love my family, but I can love them year round and not have to be stuffed in a house with them. Maybe theyâ€™ll see the wisdom in this, that itâ€™s about happiness and not about being down, which Iâ€™ve been for the last few Christmas’s.
Peace and love to all, Iâ€™m going snowboarding!