I’m an adult, or at least I’m old enough to be one I think? Then why is it everything I do comes into question? For instance, why do I drink so much? Well lets look at this, I think at the moment I drink so much because I’m living with my parents, who both in their special way drive me up the wall. I’m not used to living with someone, I guess I’m a little more feral then I thought I was, but you know what I like the feral Jude. I’m happy with who I am and frankly I don’t see myself changing for anyone. I’ve been there and done that with the whole change to make someone else happy and you know what? I’m not going to do it again. Sure I’ll compromise with someone, but I’m not going to change who I am as a person just to make someone happy again. That I’m sorry to say also includes my family, I am who I am and that’s that.