Category: Mind junk
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Boredom
I’ve been trying to be better about posting something at least once every couple of days just to get in the habit of writing again. Something in my mind is telling me I need to dust off these skills and get ready to use them again. My mind has wandered back to the single idea…
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Open letter to my friends
I’ll freely admit that people who are happy around me unfortunately are getting the brunt of my unhappiness recently. I make no excuses for my behavior, as it would sound insincere. I will just say this, if you’re happy then you deserve to be, and anything a bitter old man like myself would or could…
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The randomness of my life
Right then, I’m here in Seattle for a job right? A job that I’m into and like, the people I work with are weird in their own rights and for the most part I like them both. But the randomness of my life may need to stop sometime soon. One of the more influential people…
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last night…
I was driving to practice last night in South Seattle and as I was going along the viaduct I was suddenly struck with the urge to drive my car over the edge into the water / onto the street below. The urge even had me doing all the calculations in my head to figure speed,…
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I’m one sad fucker…
I can’t say what I want to say to T and it’s my own damn fault… I want to tell her I like her, but we’re neighbors and I don’t know if I can break the neighbors barrier or the friend barrier. I know I shouldn’t second guess myself with this kind of shit… When…
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Holidays Happiness
Or lack thereof… I was listening to a Blink 182 song this morning about the lack of holiday joy. For some reason I’m lacking in holiday joy this year… I’ve been feeling a little down for the last few days and I really do want to be excited about this time of year, but it’s…
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News
I start a new job tomorrow with an event in Seattle. I’m pretty excited about it as it means a two year commitment to a job that I actually am excited about! It’s back to the event industry for me, which is where I’m happiest it seems. A side benefit to being in one place…